Graveyard Sickness

It's 6:03am, I've been awake since 3:00pm yesterday because I'm doing the graveyard shift at work three nights a week. I tell you what it's a killer! So far this has been my schedual for the last four weeks. Monday & Tuesday 3:00pm till 11:00pm, Wednesday, Thurday, Friday 11:00pm till 07:00am.

I don't know whats what at this time of the morning. I am so goddamn wired! I don't know when to eat, sleep or shit as my days are so fucked up. On top of that I had Intercranial Congestion between my eardrums and nasal cavities causing me to have vertigo like dizziness and vomiting.

Tuesday nights I have to force myself to stay awake till around 5am to climatise myself to working the graveyard shift. Then I stay awake from 4pm Friday night until around 10pm saturday night just so I can have my full two days off. It's starting to really mess with my body and I can feel myself starting to wig out. I'm feeling really depressed and down most days and my fuse is starting to get shorter by the day. I really hope I don't have to put up with this for much longer. Please wake me up from this nightmare.